Trust me when I say I was clueless about what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I was clueless then, and I am clueless now. And that’s okay- because I never stop fighting for something. To many, not knowing what you want is the biggest ingredient to failure, but to me, I think I still managed to do pretty alright in life despite being the most ‘unaware’ person in my family. Why do we always need to know what we want? Why do we expect someone 18 years old to ‘know’ what they want in life when in fact they have only seen so little of how the real world works? I do have friends who seem to know their dreams and goals so well, perhaps they were influenced by their parents since young, or had been exposed to friends with common interests. And I would look at them in awe, feeling confused over what I wish I could be pursuing in life as my dreams felt unrealistic and impractical. Yet, over time, I realised dreams didn’t have to stay within a certain mould. I told myself to just take u...
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