You-Want's Life

I gave you several phone calls but you didn't pick up. Probably as you said that picking up your house phone would affect your Wifi connection, then how about your phone? I gave you calls at both numbers and I even sent you messages. No more credit and couldn't reply texts? Pick up my calls!   If there's a time machine, what would I want to change? No! There will not be one, never. What's done was done, what's passed had passed.   Life before this, all those 'thinking-bout-you' parts, indeed they were much sweeter than any fiction or non-fiction love stories out there. But when the mistakes were made, it became haunted. Every step was traumatic and appalling, but it's not something that mattered, it was the feeling, that knowing something was not right but I still hopelessly devoted myself into it just because it looks simply unblemished, gorgeous, it appeals to me.   I knew it, I really knew it. That I couldn't forgive you. I hate forgiving...

Wow! So it's like everything has changed now? What I do, what I say, what I think. And that I... I miss you....   I know it's hard to describe but I always think about all way long we'd been friends. I treated you like more-than-friend type. Guess you know that, crystal clear. The feeling was beyond awesome, or fascinating, or amazing. But I shoved it off, cruelly, knowing that I'll be better without it. But then it just creped into my mind again.   Let's say, just saying. What if you were at the event that day, what if you were there? We wouldn't have ended up like this. Sometimes the feelings will just come back and haunt me in flashbacks, it doesn't hurt but.... it's sweet, honestly, it's sweet. But accurately, it is bitter-sweet. The feeling is indescribable, it's just, lonely.   You should've been there, with me. We could share so much laughter. So much that I would never have enough of it. Then I'll be a cheerful person, no...

The desperate sun set down the horizon, and the night got darker and darker. I tried to forget about you, erasing your pictures, numbers and messages from my phone. Goodbye, sadly, beautifully, tragically. Every bit that I saw since then was small and tiny, all I felt was nothing, down, brokenhearted.   I shoved my feelings towards you away, far away from my mind heart. But then messaged me through LINE, saying that you're sorry. I said it was 'Okay'. But deep down I knew, some parts of me has everything relevant with you burnt off, but some parts with "concerns", "friendships" and "love" were still there. It hurts, a lot. But I moved on, with my friends, we talked, we laughed, we played. I was all out of that shadow. And when you texted me again via LINE, you sent me adorable stickers, I replied.   I tried my best so as to cover the feelings there left in me. I chatted with you as a friend, instead of a "crush" or maybe an ...

Ooh your sweet disposition, and my wide-eyed gaze; we got lost in translation, 'cuz they were ALL TOO WELL.     Undeniably, my feelings towards you was like the picture above, there was a overwhelming gorgeous flower that made me want to know about, a lot more, emotionally beyond the details that I'd already known, like how you feel. But, there were also thorns and spikes, planted by uncountable aspects, preventing me from knowing more about you. Such passionate, but miserable.   Having a crush on you was like Poison Ivy stealing essence from a beautiful flora, she could never stop, just like how they couldn't stop themselves from taking drugs. It was all burning in red, and I liked the feeling, pretty much.     Oh what happened?! We used to have so many chances to meet, at school and at tuition classes, we had so many issue to talk about. And now I guess that it was the secondary school life that changed us. We got less chances to meet, less and ...

Many people know this, and I guess you know this too: I’m kinda fond of you.   There were memories of us since 8. Like, the colourful caps of different mechanical pencils we found from the school compound, the three-word hyme which we twisted the lyrics and tonnes of laughter both of us could never forget. : ) I laugh as I remember. : ) They are sweet in my mind, though they’d been polished, and polished for times, they’re still crystal clear in my heart.     Till we were 12, we shared the same idols. S.H.E & Taylor Swift. We taught each other with the latest news of them and shared their nicest song. *having a sheepish smirk now. Yeah, we went through A LOT and this was extended to last year, we were 13, even though we didn’t have much time spending together.   Okayyy, honestly I used to think that I’m an unlucky person, with uncountable injuries in my pathetic childhood. Until I was 9, when I much-personally knew you, I didn’t get any ...

Lady Gaga stroke her comeback legend with the song, Applause, while Katy Perry was not gonna just stood there and watched fame and success growing on her nemesis. So, she continued her always-strong success with her latest hits, ROAR.    Perhaps her broken marriage with Russell Brand had just taught her a precious lesson. Katy had become much stronger and had this awesome self-motivational piece of rhythm released. Indeed, her success and fame just grew on a new era and who could ever resist her stellar charms from both of her Smurfette and ‘Tarzan’ images?   Did anyone realise that her upcoming album, PRISM, will be a lot more different from her past works as she claimed that she had such a number of things learnt in the last two years. Katy Perry wants to have a brand new, more personal and always-that-unforgettable album. Are you KatyCats even got excited yet? A couple of months more to go!   This 28-year-old fashionsta’s first single from the ...

Not a Sone but this doesn't mean that I don't like Girls' Generation.   In school, the gang likes Girls' Generation like they're the number one fans. I'm not in their stupid gang but I still got some influence of Korean and Japanese musics from them. Blame them for that.   So, all about Girls' Generation, huh? Seriously, the nine young and beautiful ladies are enjoying grand success and great fame with such a huge number of Sones under the dazzling sun, there are even seven in my class. These South Korean girls' enviable sweet voices and stunning figures just had them involved in several dramas and films, cool money-making skills.   Nine girls, 22-24. Taeyeon, Tiffany, Jessica, Yoona, Yuri, Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Sunny and my personal favourite, Sooyoung. She's simply a ravishing beau, and tall. So, mind to tell whom do you prefer and why?   They understand high level of Korean, Japanese and communicative English language. This just made them a...

People, it is pretty obvious to see that celebrities can change themselves as the time goes by. You see Miley Cyrus, from a Disney good girl to a "shameless bitch" (just look at her performance at the VMA 2013); Taylor Swift, from a fashion nerd to a red-carpet stunner; Lady Gaga, she seemed to become "tamer" and nicer than her usual kind of acts!   We all like a comeback legend, don't we? After the pause from her Born This Way era, Lady Gaga went through a hip surgery which needed her to rest long enough. But, don't you think that surgery just kept her over-sexy appearance away for more musical improvement?   Just listen to her latest single, Applause. The pop-rock inspired anthem was song in a praisable voice, and was agreed by many aspects that the moving lyrics and beyond-awesome music has just made the song one of the best work done by Lady Gaga. Lovin' it, what about you?   Someone she looks much more simple but elegant in both her figu...

Ew, yew, yucks!!!   You know and I know, cockroaches are the most disgusting, revolting, annoying and dirty insects of all times. No other organisms can complete with them, not even houseflies.   You remember the tiny dark-brown creatures running around your house, some can even spread their buzzing wings and fly! Look at the two swinging 'lines' on their ugly heads, what do you feel? Lose your appetite or you just simply got mad and want to smash their heads off? Do it!!   Ew.... they are so dirty!!!   The last time you saw it, it may be looking for food in your smelly dustbin but the next time you see it, it's gonna be in your precious bed, or couch, or clothing. You kill them and clean the places they were at. But the itch will still climb up to your spine. Then you hate them, but it's already  too late.... ITCHY!!!   Kill them!!!!!! Step on them hard with your shoes on. 'Crack...crack...crack' you hear the sound. Give the dead insect a triu...